DLEJ - Spinning Without You

I'm spinning without you, and I like the taste.
I never knew these walls could feel this kind of endless.
The mirror shows a face I almost don't remember.
She's laughing at herself, moving like she means it.
No apologies tonight, just the pulse beneath it.
I thought I missed the weight of someone watching close.
But now I'm here alone, and I'm not a ghost.